When I want something...

I have a feeling things are about to get either alot better, ...or ...not :P They could just stay the same, as things tend to do in my life.
Either way, today was beautiful, and I feel really good today, and, I'm just gonna be happy with being happy now.

Now, I'm dropping a lyric.

I never could see past the skin..
They make you belive beauty's far within ..don't know why. 'Cause it's just not true.
I never could be a part of something I did not have to start.
...Don't know why. It's just how I am.
...and when I want something all I do is smile.
(smile.)

I never did understand the lie:
"You can tell if someone is telling the truth by their eyes" ...It's just not true.
I never could be a part of something I did not have to start.
...Don't know why. It's just how it is.
...and when I want something all I do is smile.
(SMILE!)

Pretty stars, cold hands, dead air, and you.

I promised when I started my blog that I wouldn't use my blog to whine, and be a big depressing cry-baby.
I've been so happy latley, with everything, it's been easy to keep to that promise up untill now.
But I'm really not doing so hot tonight.
I guess I just won't say anything.


...I simply don't feel good.

...I just wish I could be sure about what I'm doing, but I'm not. If I have to stare into another red flag waved in my face, I'm going to cry.

I think everyone deserves a second dance.

A comfortable white tea, for around the house.
The monster almost ate all the children.
The monster ate almost all the children.
Can you tell that I'm planning prevenge?
I climbed down the stairs.
I wish I could see me now.
You and what are me?
I see many of you are not here tonight.

It makes me angy, cos I know that in time, I'll only make you cry.

The lyrics of Jeff Buckley, that I love.

Lover, You Should've Come Over.
Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so you never know

I'm broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, child? You know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away, when he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage he's done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no one

So I'll wait for you... and I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return?
Oh will I ever learn?

Oh lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late

Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come

It's never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over, all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her
It's never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
It's never over, she's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever

Well maybe I'm just too young
To keep good love from going wrong

Oh... lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late

Well I feel too young to hold on
And I'm much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage i've done
Sweet lover, you should've come over
Oh, love well I'm waiting for you

Lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late


Last Goodbye
This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know

This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face?
Why can't we overcome this wall?
Well, maybe it's just because I didn't know you at all

Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry 'cause I know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye

Did you say 'No, this can't happen to me!'
And did you rush to the phone to call?
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn't know him at all?
You didn't know him at all, oh, you didn't know

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it's over... it's over


(Both of these songs also sound amazing, so go buy the CD "Grace" and listen to them, it'll be worth it.)