Meds.

I stand tall in the backyard of my past,
Dig deep into piles of broken glass,
Better times and silent thoughts, they escape me, they leave me at a total loss.

Right away, with the meds! Sink them deep in my head!
Call the EMS, then when they're here, report me dead.
Hide the pills in the pool! Drop the lies off at school!
Tell them all I said it had been real, but that I never really thought they were cool..

Back off and I'll say you fight like me,
Dig deep into my random memories,
Rotten loves and burning hearts, they have escaped me, the subjects of my wretched art.

Right away, with the meds! Sink them deep in my head!
Call the EMS, then when they're here, report me dead.
Hide the pills in the pool! Drop the lies off at school!
Tell them all I said it had been real, but that I never really thought they were cool..

You'll never die, if you cut up the timeline, and rearange it right.
This isn't your fight tonight, say my eyes to me as they rearange my sight.
You'll never win if you stretch your harness too thin.
The lines all come undone, and you're the loose rings on the fingers of the wind.

I killed time, and went to her funeral,
Dug deep to make sure she was locked up in the ground..
Locked up in the ground...
This is when the meds are wearing down...

Right away, with the meds! Sink them deep in my head!
Call the EMS, then when they're here, report me dead.
Hide the pills in the pool! Drop the lies off at school!
Tell them all I said it had been real, but that I never really thought they were cool..

(I never actualy took medication ...correctly... but this is just a song about being totaly insane, which is how I feel from time to time.)